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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

always been you. haha!

ive had my fair share of people who misinterpret the songs i "dedicate" to people. hahah. so ive altered always been you.. na babagay talaga sa sitwasyon. para hindi na i-misinterpret. haha. bitter?:P anyhowwww..

** i like him, but i like you more, he likes me as a friend, and you do too, but if you ask me who, it's always been you. ;) i like his smile, but i like your style, you're the only one my heart desires. im gonna tell the truth, it's always been you.

sobrang ibaaaa ng isa sa isa. iba iba iba iba iba iba. hahahahha. basta. IBA. aaaaand, i do have to stop fooling myself. HAHA. ohmy. super labo ko na. super super. i want to cry. :P hahaha.

i shouldn't allow myself to feel like this. i am currently having a HAPPY HAPPY day, with really sad realizations. hahaha. kasssssiii. im all mixed up. :s hahaha.

**...closer to where i started, im chasing after you.. im falling more in love with you, letting go of all ive held on to....... :s im living for the only thing i know, im running and not quite sure where to go. i don't know what im diving into, just hanging by a moment here with youuuu.

na stop ko to for a long long time. :s go away go away! hahaah! enjoy the moment gel. :c haha. LABOOO. LABO LABO LABO. *tugsh*

all i can do know is type what i feel, pagtripan ang iPod sa mga kantang feel ko bbgay ang lyrics sa nararamdaman ko at bugbugin ang piano sa galit after. or pwede ko rin ilunod ang sarili ko sa mundo ng kasaysayan ng pilipinas. haha. im so loving kas1. ;) ;) ;) haay. babawi ako sa GE's ko since yung math... blaaaaaah. rarr. :s

sabi ni josteen panget c philippines. yuck. nakinig naman sa kanya? hahaha. narealize ko na di nga xa cute kung wala yung jacket nya. hahahaha. ayoko na kay philippines. :P tapos ayoko na rin c de asis, kasiii ang bano na nya. :P HAHA. at mahn. isang dream lang yon. DREAM DREAM. at ayoko na rin kay 2x. im making a fool of myself in front of him. he's so not making me feel "good" anymore. LABOOOOO. hahah. mga pinagsasabi ko eh?! pag binalikan ko nanaman to.. ang weird nnmn ng tingin ko sa sarili ko :P sooo. c marvin cruz nlng. HAHAHAHA. mahn. :P someday, mahahanap ko rin ang pagdededicatan ko ng everything by lifehouse. :D

oh ghaad im sorry for being malabo. just let me be with this labo mood until this emotional turmoil goes away. :s

**HAPPY BDAY ISHI MARIANNE. ;) THANKS SA CELLO'S TREAT. LOVE YOU. ;) hmp. mystery guy?!?!?!?!


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typed that yesterday and posted it today. :P im feeling much much better. i have come to a sound conclusion of things already. today im crushless. HAHAHAHA. woah. oo na. nakakatawa na ako. im just being true to my feelings. :P

had a fun fun day at cello's yesterday. check out our pics. LOVE YOU E1 <3


hazeeel. haha!


gian, josteen and jasper



nandz and i


the whole gang. haha!


mocca inna vina and pat


hahaha! coreen and jasper :))


the bday girl and jasper


IM A FAN :x


ayeeee. gumagwapo si josteeen. hahaha.


leslieee and i. :)


the bday girl and i ;)



extra c josteen. :P
for more: http://lesuliii.multiply.com/photos/album/20
love you e1. <3

Thursday, August 17, 2006

"tama na" time once again. :s HAHA.

ok pumasok pa ako ngayon. dapat hindi na lang. joke lang. i had fun talking with cel for like, 4 hours? hehehe :) ganito ang nangyare: i don't have kas1 so my first class starts at 10. eh c daddy pumasok ng maaga so commute ako. :s yuuuck. usook. wahaha arte :P tapos nun, pagdating ko dun, wala yung mga tao sa room. :P i think they went to fc. :P pero roni and i decided not to attend class anymore. :P baad. wala naman attendance eh. xaka reporting lang. :P haha! and theeeen.. i attended the econ make up class, but i didn't learn much. :s tapos walang pasok sa hapon. DAPAT manonood ng click, but because of the stupid bio prof of coreen, marian, leslie etc.. nde natuloy. kme nlng ni cel ay nag.... kwentuhan at nag kwentuhan, at nagkwentuuuuuhhhhaaaan. ok lng. fun. so it's not a very VERY wasted day after all. :P HAHA.

pero. TAKTE MO. tsk. :(



grabeeee. ang hottie ni MARVIN CRUZ and MIGS DE ASIS. sabay nabasa nila to o. AS IF. kasiiiii. :x c marvin cruz. sobrang. woaaah. STARSTRUCK mehn. PATHETIIIIC. eh ano ngayon. :P eh sa nakakatunaw yng hotness nya eh. :x ohmyy. nag gguitar at nagppiano xa. WAAAAAH. sobrang hhnapin ko kayo forever. lagoooot. im stalker number 14637982. JOKE. :P nanood ako last sunday. HAHA. taloooo. LAGI NLNG. :( kwawa naman claaaaa... bsta, kht na ang loser *hehe* UP FIGHT pa rin. ;) wahaha na-feel. :P

pero. TAKTE MO PA RIN. :(

don't you just hate MALABO PEOPLE. mahn naman. ive got my fair share of malabo people na. di pa rin bko tatantanan ng mga malalabo?!?! grrrrr. nakakainis tlg. prng.. coming from 45th floor nagdrop ka sa basement. haha. basta. waaaaaaaah.

sana... wala na lang "preview". :s para nde ako ganito. :s crap.

oy may isa pang takte. YUNG MIDTERM EXAM SA MATH. anooo baaa. SABAW MAHN. :( sobrang sayang pinag aralan ko. wala ren. :s lesson: math isn't supposed to be studied. HAHA. basta. kung mas mahaba yung time, ok sana. pero here i go again with my easily tarantad brain. :P namaaan.

naiinis talaga ako. shit. KARMA NA TO SA KAKATAWA KO KAY CATERPILLAR. :s

shit shit shit. craaaaaap.

**bright side of the day: had fun txting patti :) patricia deary i miss youuuu <3>


Tuesday, August 08, 2006

my two worlds. :D

today was a fun day. haha. :D i went back to holy, well it's not my first time to go there again, it's my first time to meet up with friends there. tapos nakita ko pa yung chorale mates kooooo. :s awww. super NAKAKAMISS. after my visit there i realized that my SHS-world and my UP-world are two entirely different worlds. basta. super super iba yung feeling pag nasa up ako and pag nasa shs ako at pag kasama ko up-friends at pag kasama ko-shs friends. HAHA. ang weird ba?:P i like spent practically the whole day in UP, at there's this particular "feeling" when i'm there. tapos pag punta ko sa holy.. sobrang iba.. wahahaha. basta IBAAAAAA. IBAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. :P iba yung "aura" nung dalawang place.. tas iba yung gel sa up at shs. HAHA. pwede ba yun?:P hindi naman sa hindi ako consistent basta. iba lang. and what's nice is that those two "worlds" just have equal spaces in my heart. ;) haha! basta i don't like one more than the other. :D they're both fun and i love the crowd of both "worlds". hehehe :D

up day consisted of well.. classes.. :s haha! sit in si marianne sa marine science ko. i love that subject and in fact im thinking of shifting to marine science. HAHA. joke. basta it's such an interesting subject. ;) did you know that there's this organism called the "vampire squid"?? cool huh. :D :D tas econ.. two times.. TWO TIMES ;) at math. tapos yung breaks, tambay with e1 friends *always fun*. :D hahaha. nakakatawa yung after econ discussion. :P may isang taong grabe magalit. :P

two times :D :D :D

shs day consisted of seeing truelove, vero, karin, ting, marga and lal once again!!!!!:D :D sa wakas naman! nakita ko na ulet c trueloooove. :D aww. i missed you truelove!!:D promise.. and i saw my chorale matesss!!! c babe!! c mel panget at c gem gurl!!! ohhhhmyyyyy. :s i want to be a part of shs chorale once again. :c sad sad sad. :c alala ko pa yung spotlight days at yung compet yung circle of life.. yung hotaru koi.. oh memories.. :s tas yung school itself. hahaha. masaya at nakita ko ulet ang aking high school friends. sixth avenueeeee!!! :D :D sayang kulang c mara... :s

i do miss shs but i am happy in up. :D ooh ang fun talaga. i have two different worlds but none is superior and i love living in them both. :P wahahaha.

weird ko no.

Sunday, August 06, 2006

addiction~

im a person who gets hooked on something easily. EASILY.

yeaboi. tapos ko na ang buong mygirl. BUONG BUO. *thanks to loser for lending me the dvds* hahaha. sobrang waaah. im still not over. it still is playing in my head like crazy and im so inlove with lee dong-hook. jologs na kung jologs. super talaga yung character nya sa mygirl--pang will you marry me. ok i sound like a stupid crazy person. wahahaha. :)) PARA SA MGA TAONG SINUSUBAYBAYAN ITO SA ABS CBN: don't you dare miss this week's episodes. kikiligin kayooooo. :x wahaha. shet hopeless romantic. anyway. pero may super sad parts. anyhow like any other love story, sasaya din yan. hehe. super nakakaiyaaaaak. wah.
and im addicted to one more thing (?)
......
~im sooo thinking of *you* wahahahah :))
school's fun. :) grades are well... haha. can be improved. ;) kasi naman. mga valedictorian ng bayan ang classmates ko. second long exam na sa math sa friday. go gel. aja! wahaha :))
ohmy. talo nnmn up kanina. :( so sad. oh i saw marvin cruz, de asis and the others many times already. haha! super starstruck pa ako. nakakahiya. :P pero they're hotties for real. ano yun? haha. shocks labo ko na. i dont have any particular kwento today. and im not in the kwento mode naman. haha. basta one thing's for sure: im happy with my life at the moment. naks. ;)
**gawd matt may have chickenpox. :s sad. matt. loveyou kiddo. get well soon. please pray. ;)

Friday, July 21, 2006

UP.

school's been on for one month and one week now, and i finally have the chance (and the mood) to blog about it. hehehe. yep. college nko. HAHA. big deal? hell yes. hahaha. nung una super-big time adjustment. nakakalungkot yung time na wala ka pang kasama. hehe. and you're like so lost in that big campus. oh yeah. totoong nawala ako a couple of times. tapos di mo pa alam yung short-cuts and stuff. that's so freshie. hehe. :P i was eager to make friends sobra. pero weird kasi i get really shy. buti na lang, e1 ako. kaya masaya ang freshie year ko! ;)

dahil ok yung GE's ko, i'm not super busy as in nakakawindang. mas busy pa nga yung fourth year hs eh! :P joke. ngayon kasi basa lang ng basa. walang quiz quiz masyado. you just have to read. hehe. super swerte ko sa prof ko sa math17. other profs are like sobrang terror tapos quiz ng quiz at lupet ng exam. kami, ok lng. ;) econ11. sir sicat. ohmygawd. boooring. HAHA. ansama. anyway.

ayon. i'm just really having fun. wala pa yung 'woah college work' at buti naman. punta kami ng punta sa katips- na feel ang pagiging college eh! hanging out with my e1 friends is really fuuuun. hahaha. super tawa lng ng tawa. :D :D pero yesterday, yung usapan namin nila mocca, mejo, seryoso. :P aww. ang stupid nga eh. eto ha: prng nawala lht yon dahil... oh well. YUCK wala ng nakakaget.

basta. ang fun. thank god i'm in UP. ;)

Thursday, June 22, 2006

i just felt the need to blog. haha.

it's been more than a week since the start of classes. i feel like i'm just playing some weird game, and that i'm still going back to shs someday. haha. kahapon, i went with mom to holy to fetch my sisters. grabeee. miss ko na talaga holy. yng ingay ng mga tao, yng bonding, yng screening gate, yng canteen. ay nako talaga. hahaha. nakakapagod sa up eh. pero i am not complaining. pinaghirapan ko ren to! haha :) now i know what "adjusting" really means. haha.

nako. i know na why i'm like this. and it's stupid. there are faaaar more things to enjoy. i shouldn't base my happiness on this. ang stupid talaga!!!! grrrrr. see. i'm in an ewan mood. ewan. ewan. ewan. hahahahaha.

EWAN

grr. just shake it off mahn.

EWAN!!

Monday, May 15, 2006

ARAS BASKAUSKAS


survivor panama winner ;)
i've always been a fan of survivor because of the hotties. hahahaha. :P joke ;) ayan. si aras-isang halimbawa ng hottie. hahaha. :P basketball player pa yan sa UC! aryt. :P aras baskauskas-HOTTIE :P

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